I wanted to get an update out on how things went yesterday. The results of the PET scan were not good — there is a lot of increased cancer growth in size and spread throughout my bones and liver.
This was not a surprise and pretty much what I was expecting based on all the symptoms over past months. The prognosis is not good. It was suggested I could start on more aggressive chemo next Friday that may give some temporary relief, but no cure. I told my oncologist (who over the years has passed the patient-physician barrier to become a friend) I would think about it, weigh the pros & cons, along with my personal goals for how I‘d like to spend the end of my life, and would let her know after the weekend. I’ll also meet with the Palliative Team this coming week. If I decide to not pursue additional chemo I’ll be meeting with Hospice.
It’s a comfort to me that it is Easter weekend. Those that know me well know the reason I do not fear death is because of what happened at Easter. Today is Saturday, in-between Good Friday and Easter — yesterday was a solemn reflection on the cross, tomorrow is a joyous celebration of the empty tomb with all that it means and represents. It is because of what Jesus did at Easter that the news I got yesterday is no longer fearful.
An Easter Message by Tim Keller. The Easter story tells us of a new beginning after disaster – that after death there is life.
posted 26 March 2016: http://hopeandcourage.com
Nancy,
The joy and peace I saw in your face on Easter morning was reflective of God’s amazing resurrection power in your life! Your example is profoundly stirring and grounding for me. May I too face death with the same joy and expectant attitude you have!
lots of love,
Andrea
Your hope and courage is astounding, and I salute both. Please let me know if you are accepting visitors and I will fly up. If not, I completely understand. The greatest thing about the kingdom is we never have to say goodbye- it’s see you later. Love, Bari XOXO
Nancy,
You are so brave, my heart goes out to you. I know your mom’s heart is breaking!
Stay strong! You are amazing….Love, Cindy